remember to feel real
six feet underground
And I was living a lie, But I won't fall for it next time.
disclaimer
I swear I can do so much better. You have a dangerous face and an illegal taste.

about me
I'm Kathleen, I go to FMSS. I want a tattoo, I'm just not sure where yet. I like Literature, music, art and Batman (just because). I want to meet Alex Turner, because he writes some awesome lyrics. I'm dying to get out of Singapore, 'cause I'm hoping for something else. I dislike Chinese as a subject, and I really hate cliched songs. I try to be as much of a vegan as I can, because cows and chickens have feelings too. We should all just make love, not war. And I want to be the most awesome thing that you've ever seen.
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SUAN FONG
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

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Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008
OH IT'S TUESDAY!











So I guess you could say today was eventful.
The day started out baaaaaaaaad as in really, really bad. I felt like (shit), I still kind of feel like shit, but better. Anyway, Bio, was whatever. I went to school for bio and I don't think I even left bio class with new info. It's like I heard Mr.Firhad's voice, I just didn't register whatever he was saying. Chapel was rar, boring. But the speaker was very very funny haha but it wasn't a purposeful type of funny, he was just funny. I'll skip all the boring stuuuuuuff.
RnD was fun because we got to take pictures, and Mr.G looks (two thumbs up) best in the pic! Haha, it's my favourite oneeee.
After school, studied with Esther for a while, and it was good cause we got to talk and take pictures with blue dustbins. So yeah, today was fun. great great.

Now I've got Secondhand Serenade on repeat. Hmmm.

xoxo
kath

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, April 10, 2008
this is a happy end.

The week's ending, I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

Anyway, this week's been tiring, and I'm feeling scattered, I feel like I'm all over the place. This week was test week too, and I don't think I'm acing. It's like I can't think, when I see all the questions my mind just goes "Ok, so?" and it stops soon after. I can feel my IQ decreaaaasing. SOMEBODYSAVEME. But I think it was the cough syrup that made me feel air headed this week.

I just can't think straight, I guess I've got too many things to think about.

xoxo
kath

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, April 06, 2008
I'M IN LOVE. with 3A






Saturday was fun, well more fun than expected at least. I love 3A haha, I think we're a pretty cool class. Yeah, I'll post more soon, when I can think. Haha.

xoxo
kath

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, April 04, 2008
HAOW

I'm so tirrrrrrreeeeeddd.

I'm coughing, and I feel contagious. CONTAGIOUS. Haha, I met Cara today, we met kinda late though. But I'm so gald we got to catch up! YES I MISSED YOU SO MUCH CARA CHIANG! HAHAHA. Yeah, I miss hanging out with you and talking to youuuu. It's been forever, but yeah, I had a lot of fun today! And we attempted girl screamo on the bus, all we got were odd noises that sounded like very aggresive burps. Haha, but I feel potential swimming in me. It was a bad idea though, cause now my throat hurts more than it did yesterday. Anyway, yes today Cara made my day awesome, I'll always appreciate the things we say that make no sense, sometimes I think they're the best things we'll ever say. LOVE YOU TO THE MAXXX.

Alsoooo, I just wanna say YES I do miss Charmaine too, with all my heart! I miss eating melted Mcdelivered Mcflurries, and I miss laughing at stupid things with you. I miss talking to you about whatever it is that's on my mind. I miss screaming cheers in the middle of orchard road with you, (eve though we only knew 2 cheers). I miss sooooo many things about youuuuuuu. Haha, I miss you SO.

LOTTEY you're most likely not reading, but just incase you are, I miss you many many much much ample ample. I really do, and we never talk anymore. Haha, and I know you're usually a person of little words, but please! Charlotte! RESPOND! Haha, I haven't talked to you in agessss, and that's far too long. I'm gonna haunt you soon! Haha, one day, very soon. (watch out) haha.

RAAR. I'm so tired, and I've got school tomorrow, on a Saturday! Yes, I kid you not.

xoxo
kath.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, March 30, 2008
1 2 3 you'll fall into my arms now.

I guess I've got a lot to look forward to next week, but the moment I think about all the good stuff, I realise that I've got to remember all the other important things like my tests and my work, and all that stresss. I'm dreading Monday because I've good feelings about it, but I've got sinking feelings about it too. But I'll think about all the goods things that might happen (or might not).

I can't wait to give (someone) a birthday present, cause I feel like GIVING, because I realise I hardly ever give anything away, I should give more this year, this shall be my new year's resolution. I can't wait to sell mac and cheese and potato salad in the canteen, all my food making peeps are (the bomb). I can't wait to see some people! I just can't mention the names without making them go EGO. Because I feel like I haven't really hung out with them in a while.

I heard this song by metronstation, and it reminds me of Rachel because the song is called "Kelsey" and that's what Rachel wants to name her daughter. But the song lyrics make no link to Rachel. Haha anyway, I've been listening to the song all day cause it's beautifuuuul (in sound) so I've been thinking about Rachel Tan Li Wen all day. Now I feel disturbed (sorry Rachel).

Kelsey
So take one word you said
You put it in your bed
You rest your tiny head on your pillow
You wonder where you're going next
You got your head pushed to my chest
And now you're hoping that someone let's you in
Well I sure'll let you in
You know that you're in
Oh kelsey, you

So don't let anyone scare you
You know that I'll protect you
Always all through the thick and thin
Until the end
You better watch it
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you
And I'll be here for you
(I know x3) I know how it feels believe me
I've been there
(I know x3) I know what it feels like
Tell me kelsey

I'd swim the ocean for you
The ocean for you
Whoa, oh kelsey
And I'd swim the ocean for you
Swim the ocean for you
Whoa, oh kelsey
Yeah.

It's going to get harder
And it's going to burn brighter
And it's going to feel tougher each and every day
So let me say that I love you
You're all that I've ever wanted
All that I've ever dreamed of to come
And yes you did come
I want you so bad
Can you feel it too?
You know I'm so, I'm so in love with you
I want you so much
I need you so much
I need you, I need you, your touch

And I'd swim the ocean for you
The ocean for you
Whoa, oh kelsey
[x4]

And you never, ever let me in (let me in)
[x4]

So yeah, it's really a very nice song. Makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside, okay maybe not fuzzy and warm, but it gives me knots and butterflies, like it's starting something. I don't know. Blah. Maybe it's just a song and I'm thinking too much.

OH and once again I'M SO GLAD I WENT FOR SERVICE. It was the best best best thing of the whole long boring, happy, sad, fun, week.

LASTLYYY I love myspace! Haha, all the good music's on myspace ( I promise!).

xoxo
kath

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, March 28, 2008
check 1, 2.

Today wasn't bad, just kind of boring I guess. It felt like an eternity, but at least the day is ending, and tomorrow's gonna be new, and well yeah. Looking forward to service! Last service of March, so we're all chionging for contacts now haha.

School was kind of fun today, I guess. I had my real 2.4 run today, and I jogged more than usual. But I stopped and had a walk with Terrence. But I started running with Samantha after a while, which was good, cause if I didn't I think I'd have failed miserably. I think Samantha and Esther should be PE teachers, they're both very motivational, haha I'm seriousss.

I just feel like this whole week has been shocking, I found out so many things this week that just shocked me so much. But this week was good too, though it had it's ups and downs. Yeah, well I hope tomorrow goes well.

xoxo
kath

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.